don't stop, make it pop

Thursday, April 05, 2007 @ 3:42 AM

i've let dedrick down, ive let my instructors down.
ive let ms kwan, mrs mark and ms lim down.

they pinned high hope on us.
but,..
we got a bronze.

aimming for the stars, but all we could touch was clouds.
=(

we're not sad because of getting a bronze.
but its because we let down dedrick.
let down everyone else.
i sincerly apologise for mistakes that ive done.

two years later de SYF, is going to be SO DIFFERENT from yesterday.
because this year we have alot of team work.
even though teachers and instructors kept saying
NEVERMIND, YOU HAVE TRIED YOU'RE BEST.

but those words are just encouragement,
deep down all of us know that its the worst performance.

tears went rolling down our cheeks today.
im sorry to Jasmine for using ure 3 packet of tissue,.

i just couldnt control the tears which roll down from my eyes.
even though i control it, but i just couldnt helped it.

thinking how xuanhui asked me those question.
hes expression totally changed.
xuanhui asked ; you still got stay in co mah?
you sec what?

ME ; duno, i think dont have bah. i sec 3.

hes face expression totally changed.

two years ltr, its gonna be ME, YUNXUAN,BAOJUN,LITING,SIMIN AND WANGXIANG LEFT.

so its going to be VERY SAD.
to me, i think that our responsiblities are getting bigger and bigger.

=( cried till my eyes swollen, but what could i do?
no one even dares to be our conductor, do you know that?!
so dissapointed.
my tears BU HUI BAI BAI LIU CHU LAI DE!
i will work even harder.

even though yesterday = past/
but memories will still appear.
regretting, moaning.

why didnt we work harder?
why do we always moan , ''wa so pain, so tired!''

now its us who suffer .
=( sob*
im sorry ive let u guys down.