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Friday, May 23, 2008 @ 5:55 AM

Shouldnt have gone to school today lo, damn!
It was so freaking bored for heaven's sake
And my damn fcuking mood swings are back, fcuk
hate it lah!
I know it for myself but its just that, i dont wished to bother anymore..
If it got me, it got me
No point, still .. Faking a smile, acting as though i care, shitings man
Touch down! Knocked out!
And seriously, i just dont feel like talking anymore.
Even towards friends, all i did was, ''ya, huh? oh? isit? ok.''
This is ridiculous,.. even to me..
Im super duper sorry for those whom are worried about me and that particular person whom i ignored or somehow showed a ''black face''
Sorry.
Though i know you somehow wouldnt view my blog arh..
But, anyways just wanted to blog bout it..
Cause i have been sort of ''guilty'', ha! :/
Even me myself couldnt explain whats going on with me this few days, so abnormal
Hot and cold, on and off.
I felt like a piece of shit or maybe worst than that and in actual fact nothing happened
So im acting foolish in other words
Indescribable huh, i guess
Maybe its part of life and maybe growing up too..
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Longer than there've been fishes in the ocean
Higher than any bird ever flew
Longer than there've been stars up in the heavens
Sweetest surrender ..