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Wednesday, March 31, 2010 @ 8:50 AM
Where I am now.. I've learned to fly, I've fallen hard..
I've seen the best, I've seen the worst..
I wouldn't change what I've been through.
I've touched the sky and hit the ground, but I did what I had to.
I've been a fool, I've been afraid, I've been loved, I've been lied to, I've been wrong and I've been right.
On my way here, No guarantees.
I believed that I would find.. an open door or a light.
Because faith conquers fear, in the end it all works out.
Adious.
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Tuesday, March 30, 2010 @ 9:27 AM
I feel just like I'm living,
Someone - else's life,
It's like I just stepped outside,
When everything was going right..
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Friday, March 26, 2010 @ 9:27 AM
I don't wanna spend a moment apart cause you bring out the best in me. Like no one else will do.
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2 more days to.. freedom!
Yeahhhhh!
I'm excited bout BAOC!
HAHA, Adious.
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Thursday, March 25, 2010 @ 8:07 PM
be strong now because things will get better. It might be stormy now, but it can't rain forever.
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Friday, March 19, 2010 @ 6:27 AM
虚伪
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Thursday, March 18, 2010 @ 7:05 AM
here we go again..
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Tuesday, March 16, 2010 @ 10:37 AM
My mind is muddy but my heart is heavy. Does it show?
I lose the track that loses me, so here I go.
I see sunshine in the moonlight,
I can run on, I can hide...
adios mi amada
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Sunday, March 14, 2010 @ 9:11 AM
My giddy spells are officially back, darn!
Initially, i wanted to go IT Show but.. the moment i stepped into Suntec i realised it is freakin'ly packed. It wasn't even "that packed" for the past few years. Sheez!!
So i went to the mall to shop instead! And guess what, i thought there was a mild earthquake because my vision is super shaky everything was shaking.
No doubt, it was just me. No one else was panicking, i held my breathe and scanned the surrounding for confirmation. Awesome, it's only me.
When i stand i felt like a bouyant spirit, floating...
When i sit, i feel the gravity pushing me down to the ground..
None would ever understand how afraid i was, thinking that i could faint or black out anytime.
It's time i have a good rest.. Before anything bad happens again.
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Friday, March 12, 2010 @ 6:07 AM
i flipped through my old diary and wonder why i felt that way at that point of time.
silly.
shut the hell up, i need a break.
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@ 2:58 AM
Went to Mdm Esther's wedding last week.
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I am sick and pissed.
My internet connection is so slow that it's drivin' me crazy.
Should i get a new processor?
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NPP 2010 officially ended yesterday.The camp was a blast!
Met awesome people there.. Hehe!
One of them was Kimberley.
I'm gonna miss her... eyebags. HEHE
One of the highlights was the part where we exchange "gems" , telling them how much we appreciate each other. Awww.. i can still remember how Charmaine slowly walks over to me and started crying. Look who's the cry baby now, silly.
Funnneh!
'Cos you bring out the best in me, like no-one else can do That's why I'm by your side, and that's why I love you And you know that we belong together, It just had to be you and me *chuck in tears
Anyway!! Last night in Bintan we had Bintan-OUT /B-OUT which IS AWESOME!
JUST DANCE, GONNA BE OKAY... D-D-D-DANCE!
Hiak hiak hiak! :D
It's my very first time staying up during camp till the wee hours.
It is also my very first time playing Truth Or Dare in hotel lobby during wee hours.
It is also my very very very very first time dancing chicken dance infront of a receptionist in wee hours.
HOW COOL.
Good things always come to an end.
We were strangers starting out on our journeyNever dreaming what we'd have to go throughNow here we are and I'm suddenly standingAt the beginning with youWe were strangers on a crazy adventureNever dreaming how our dreams would come trueNow here we stand unafraid of the futureAt the beginning with you
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Sunday, March 07, 2010 @ 2:00 AM
B-OUT soon! :)
I'm excited bout Bintan, at the same time feeling pressurized to score a AWESOME grade for this module.
End of the day, I dont wanna receive a letter from NP saying i've failed.
Gee, I'm standing on a thread you see.
What is it like to be feeling the way I do?
Hur, being fearful of course.
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I'll be away for a few days, back by weekend.
*gentle reminder for myself to bring lozenges for my sore throat.
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Friday, March 05, 2010 @ 7:41 AM
I have often dreamed Of a far-off place Where a hero's welcome Will be waiting for me Where the crowds will cheer When they see my face And a voice keeps saying This is where I'm meant to be I'll be there someday I can go the distance I will find my way If I can be strong I know ev'ry mile Will be worth my while
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Tuesday, March 02, 2010 @ 2:39 AM
I deserved those grades because i hadn't work hard enough.
I accept the fact, however i don't wanna be demoralize so badly ever again.
Fighting back tears just wasn't me.
My future is in my hand, the ball is in my court.. what am I still doing?
Today I'm gonna try a little harder Gonna make every minute last longer Gonna learn to forgive and forget 'Cause we don't have long, gonna make the most of it.
Devastated and demoralized..
No one said this was gonna be easy, so what am I even thinking?
Get' my head in the game.
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Footprints in the sand story.
One night a man had a dream.
He dreamt he was walking along the beach with the Lord.
Across the sky flashed scenes from his life.
For each scene he noticed two sets of footprints in the sand:
one belonging to him, and the other to the LORD.
When the last scene of his life flashed before him, he looked back at the footprints in the sand.
He noticed that many times along the path of his life there was only one set of footprints.
He also noticed that it happened at the very lowest and saddest times in his life.
This really bothered him and he questioned the LORD about it:
"LORD, you said that once I decided to follow you, you'd walk with me all the way.
But I have noticed that during the most troublesome times in my life, there is only one set of footprints. I don't understand why when I needed you most you would leave me."
The LORD replied:
"Oh my precious, precious child, I love you and I would never leave you.
During your times of trial and suffering, when you see only one set of footprints, I didn’t leave you, it was then that I carried you."
Over all my burdens, and through all my fears… Jesus carries me.
Through all my triumphs, and through all my tears… Jesus carries me.
Oh he carries me across the burning sand, over water deep and wide he gently takes me by the hand and carries me to the other side.
