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Wednesday, June 30, 2010 @ 2:52 AM
I can do this, believing is seeing.
I have to be discipline, gotta stop using facebook because the result that i've gotten isn't what i really wanted though it is what i deserved. But it's so demoralizing, just so...
Alright, i am neither gonna whine nor be pessimistic bout it since it's already spilled milk.
on hiatus for quite a while.
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Sunday, June 27, 2010 @ 7:57 AM
It's almost done.
I'm filled with hmm.. indescribable feelings today, so overwhelming.
A tablespoon of relieve(happiness), a tablespoon of sadness, a teaspoon of emptiness and a teaspoon of i-dont-know feeling.
..my heart aches when i saw him look at her in a daze, my heart breaks when i saw him teared, and when he waved goodbye to her as her temp body enters the gates of raging fire, my heart practically sank to its deepest.
As he held her picture, and exclaimed to us how pretty she looks.
Damn, we all smiled gracefully.
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Saturday, June 26, 2010 @ 8:27 PM
She finished the race proudly, and thus the Lord rewarded her with eternal peace and rest.
While the ones who are left behind, struggles on.
Death leaves an heartache no one can heal, love leaves a memory no one can steal.
I'm not gonna mourn, but rejoice for she is with the Lord.
Because our body on Earth are just temporary, but the body with God is eternal.
Bless you...
His calling, you're home now.
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Thursday, June 24, 2010 @ 7:12 AM
Will be back tomorrow.
Will be busy attending domestic stuff.
Anything just beep me.
What a night.... a death of a family member,, tsk tsk.
What to do, this is life.
rip x3
You are now safe in God's hands. In a place where there's no darkness, sorrow nor pain. It will all be perfectly completely in Him.
Amen.
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Wednesday, June 23, 2010 @ 6:24 AM
When we had so much in store,tell me what is it im reaching for,
when we're through building memories,
i'll hold yesterday in my heart.
Soon to be eighteen, 3months may seem long but it's not.
Thought of my future and i realized the distance between dreams and reality are so far apart.
I want this, i wished to have this in the future, i yearned to earn this amount monthly and ya da da da.
All these are craps, think bout it in reality. It's tougher than what i've thought it would be.
Dreams will (almost) always be dreams, yeah.
Not to say build up a career nor earning millions by the age of 30. Possible, but not realistic.
Tsk tsk, maybe time will tell cause it wouldn't lie.
Anyhow, haha! I'll be back on Friday. Souvenirs? I'll try to get them, most probably food because it's the easiest to get. HAHAHA!
Kinda sad that im departing from Thailand because i wouldn't be able to watch FIFA, haha kidding...It's the people there. Oh oh, most of all.. school's starting on Monday.
Which means, common test results. I'm already well-prepared. I don't expect much though, what to do? This is life.
Bless myself and others.
stars that shine are ever brilliant
It makes my heart feel so resilient
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Friday, June 18, 2010 @ 12:52 PM
Thankfully, i just recovered from a very bad cold.
Oh well, I'm now at Bangkok and it's 3am in the morning. Been watching World Cup recently, because it is cheaper in Thailand. Just $2 to subscribe compared to Singapore's $70++. One of the reason might be due to the population.
Anyway, I read finished two books which i brought to Thailand.
Have a little faith, Mitch Albom & The doctor comes home.
The only thing now that i gotta do is.. my projects. Yippie!
& yea! I got to see fireflies just now, which is last night. It wasn't what i expected. What i thought was thousands of them flying around me.. Ya da da, in reality it's not! Instead, we sat on a boat.. sail along the river.. looking out for fireflies in action. Kinda.. er hem.
The night was serene BEFORE a rat ran over my foot and apparently appeared on the side of the boat. Ruined my whole experience, DANG!
Alright, I'm still waiting for England to score a goal...... (England v Algeria)
Can't believe i missed Brazil's match, saddening.
Sigh!
That's all, gonna have a seafood feast this afternoon.
Take care people, Adieu!
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Friday, June 11, 2010 @ 7:41 AM
Away, away, away from here i'll be.. Thailand here i come...
我的妈啊！发烧。。真是走狗屎运。
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Thursday, June 10, 2010 @ 12:43 AM
Look life through different lenses and you'll be amazed on how the way we perceive the world.
We are in control for the way we perceive in a situation and the world.
Your lenses don't map not just to your phases of life, but to the different ways you view your identity. Some lenses may make you feel like a great person(great as in highly) in some situations. Other lenses may make you feel terribly miserable in some situations.
All it takes is effort to change or switch them.
If you feel that everyone is against you or even the world is against you, then it is against you.
But!
If you feel that God's giving you challenges, to make you a stronger person, then He is making you a stronger person.
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Just a piece of my mind. Kept me thinking for quite a while..
Tomorrow is the last day of common test, gosh! Thinking bout it, I'm absolutely not prepared. What's worse, final exam. The thought of it really makes me go KU-KU.
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Monday, June 07, 2010 @ 6:00 AM
one thing i'm sure of, is i will never end up like you.
money is the root to all evil.
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Saturday, June 05, 2010 @ 8:06 AM
I can't get this outta my head.
4 tests, 1 down.. 3 more to go. What i have been doing isn't productive.. It's all theory based, so what should i do so that i could apply them appropriately?
20% for each test is crucial, but i just lost nearly half of on MIEC.
I'm just not discipline enough, results will reflect.
What I'm really afraid of is B law and ITB.
Oh gosh, this situation somehow resembles the period when i was in Secondary 3.
I read and read, but i've got no idea what's happening because I dont know how to apply formulas that i've learned. Stupid as it sounds, stubborn as it may be.. I just couldn't be bothered. That's when laziness sneaks in.
In Secondary school, chances were given. Honestly speaking, i was spoon feed since ... i stepped into Siling Sec. But what really awaken me was when, one of my poly friend (you know who you are, if you're reading this) told me this.. Poly is totally different, there's not many chances. All you have is just ONE... ONE CHANCE and THAT'S ALL.
Study hard and nail it down.
:O
Inspiring leh, not bad ah you-know-who.
So yeah...
ONCE AND FOR ALL.
